The Blue Lady

Apparently, a third of Americans believe in ghosts. (Some polls say more, some say less.) In Britain, 68% believe. To be honest, I’m not quite sure where I fall in this poll, and I don’t know if they included an “undecided” category. But that doesn’t mean I don’t love a good ghost story and am not intrigued by the possibility of their presence among us.

For quite a few years, my husband and I have made day and weekend trips to Half Moon Bay, California.

Perched on the cliff north of Half Moon Bay is a funky restaurant that’s said to be haunted.

The Moss Beach Distillery is an adobe building with a tile roof, built in the 20s. It was popular during prohibition because of its easy access to the coast as well as its inviting atmosphere. It has delicious food, a friendly bar, a dramatic view of the Pacific Ocean, and a ghost known as the Blue Lady.

There are several theories about the Blue Lady, but the one that’s been repeated most often tells the story of a beautiful young woman in the early 1930s. She fell in love with the man who played the piano in The Distillery’s bar. The young woman, always dressed in blue, was already married. Some say her husband was prone to violence and one night he tracked her down.

The piano player was assaulted on the beach below the restaurant, but survived. The lady in blue was murdered. As the story goes, she wanders the area around The Distillery, searching for her lover.

Whether you believe or not, stories of ghosts offer excitement and chills. I recently read an old ghost story – Smee, by Alfred M. Burrage. Even though the situation was somewhat contrived (a parlor game), the story left me squirming and not quite ready to go into a dark room.

For whatever reason, the Blue Lady seems to inspire fondness more than fear. She also inspired my second Madison Keith psychological suspense novella, Shallow Water.

The Distillery feels like home to me. In part, that’s because the place I feel most content is on the shore of the Pacific Ocean. There’s also my life-long love of Spanish architecture. (When I was ten, I desperately wanted to live in a California mission.) Add to that my devotion to eating, and it’s a perfect match. Their fried artichoke hearts are delicious, decadent bar food, and the dinner menu is loaded with fresh seafood. I love to sit at the bar and sip a perfectly mixed martini. And to be completely honest, I secretly hope to see the Blue Lady some day.

 

 

 

 

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Compulsive Collector

There’s not a single beach where I’ve walked along the shore and failed to return home with a pocket full of stones and seashells.

I have jars and “antique” glass containers on nearly every shelf in my house, half-filled with pebbles and pieces of shells. There’s something about a broken shell, smoothed by the water, a rock turned to a nearly perfectly oval disk, a satiny finish, that makes them seem like gems to me. In fact, my sister made me a simple pendant from a flat black stone and I prefer it over a diamond.

Yet after two previous visits to the Oregon coast, I was disappointed with myself for walking miles of flat beach staring at my feet, forgetting to gaze out at the raging, billowing, endlessly moving surf and the flat blue sea. 

This year, I promised, I’d hold hands with my best buddy and watch the waves rather than getting lost poking my toe in the sand to unearth yet another stone.

I decided I’d return home with only 11 stones (my lucky number). It turns out I have 16, but maybe overcoming my compulsive collecting for a few days will lead to overcoming my obsession with lucky numbers.

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The Infinite Moment

Steve Jobs certainly isn’t the first high tech luminary to pass away. But as one of the genius-like creators who personifies Silicon Valley, one of the icons who helped birth the PC, made laptops part of our lives, created a smart phone that feels as necessary as a wallet, and merged the two into a tablet, he left a big hole in the valley I call home.

In a place where everything is infinite, after all, Apple headquarters is located on a street called Infinite Loop, his death hit hard. Silicon Valley is filled with people who tend to imagine their brains and education provide the ability to create a perfect world. But in a place where the posibilities seem limitless, it’s easy to forget that no one gets an infinite life span.

I’ve thought about it for years, but haven’t yet been able to put my finger on why Apple products evoke such desire. I had to take my laptop for repair two days after Steve’s death. As always, walking into the Apple store made me want devices. Devices I already have in earlier models. The designs that roll out of that company are works of art, and the beauty touches something inside us that makes us feel life can be perfect, as beautiful and simple as the swoosh of a finger. Of course, Steve Jobs didn’t personally design all of that hardware or write the software, but he created the vision that changed the way we work, communicate, and play.

Apple products make the user feel as if there’s such a thing as perfection. The sleek case, the simple logo, the well-seated closure of the laptop, the swooshing of everything. Heck, I love the boxes the things come in!

I bought my first Apple product in 1999 – a black MacBook. My favorite thing was watching the power light pulse like a heartbeat when the laptop was closed. Right now, Silicon Valley feels a bit like the heart has stopped beating, although of course it hasn’t.

Since then, one Mac laptop or another has been the pulse of my fiction writing. The  iPod allowed me to pick music for my mood. The iPad introduced me to eBooks, which changed the course of my writing career.

The iPhone freed me and put chains around me. I can shorten my work day by being more efficient – responding to email while I wait for meetings to start or making phone calls while I walk across campus or drive home. It embodies increased productivity and, theoretically, more leisure time. It also means I’ve had management text me when I was on vacation and that I’ve checked email at 2am many, many times.

One of the books I’m reading right now is Buddha Standard Time. It’s about recognizing that our experience of time is not fixed. (The old “time flies when you’re having fun” idea.) Among other things, the author suggests focusing on one thing at a time, not the vaunted “multi-tasking”. He also points out that electronic devices have a way of slicing our time into ever-smaller fragments. This resonated so strongly that I decided I would no longer check email or go online between 7:30 at night and 6:30 in the morning. My success has been erratic, but I’m definitely done with the 2am thing.

Since Steve Jobs was a Zen Buddhist, it seems fitting that I’m reading this book now. It makes me wonder whether he was chained to his iPhone.

Time is finite, but it can feel infinite when I sit outside with my husband, drinking a glass of wine, watching the hummingbirds and squirrels, listening to our iTunes.

 

 

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A Psychological Thriller – Good Neighbours

The Netflix envelope (yes, I’m still in the pre-streaming dark ages) billed Good Neighbours as a “mystery/thriller”.

There’s not much mystery to it, but it’s a fantastic psychological thriller filled with complex, flawed characters who make you feel their angst and alienation. If it wasn’t set in Montreal, I’d call it a perfect Suburban Noir film, but I think I’ll label it Urban Noir.

It’s a little gory in parts, which I usually avoid, but then, that’s what eyelids are for. It’s tantalizingly disturbing and suspenseful. I have no idea why Netflix felt compelled to include “mystery” in their categorization because the mystery is minimal. But the sense of dread kept my eyes bulging out of their sockets (except for the few moments they were purposefully closed). It’s one of those films where the acting is on the level where you forget you’re watching actors.

If you like dark, ambiguous characters, psychological suspense, and black humor, check it out. It’s going on my list of all-time favorites.

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Murder of Crows

I hate barking dogs. I love cawing crows. I’ve been thinking over why this is for nearly two weeks now, and I can’t figure it out.

Clearly I love the term for crows in groups – a murder of crows – because I’ve loved crime stories since I was eight years old. I like watching them gather in trees, scavenge for food, and keep their sharp eyes on me when I’m walking. I love hearing them call out to each other.

Crows in SuburbiaLately I’ve been plagued by barking dogs. I work from home two or three days a week. On the weekends, I work as a writer. For hours on end, mostly during daylight, I hear barking dogs. They’re small dogs and I know small dogs have a tendency to bark at nothing, so maybe that’s the root of my annoyance — making noise for no reason. They also have high-pitched barks which can make the skin crawl, so it might be that. But I’m willing to bet there are a lot of people who find the screeching, cawing sound of crows grates on their nerves.

I like dogs. A lot. I don’t have one because cats rule the roost here, but I think small dogs are adorable and big dogs are regal.

It could be I interpret the dogs’ noise as distress and it upsets me that no one is finding out what’s wrong, but that’s not the whole story, because even though I sometimes feel for them, I’m mostly irritated.

I thought about calling the police non-emergency number, but when I looked up our local disturbance laws, I discovered I was supposed to visit the animal control website. That site asked me to download a file that explained I must first contact the owners and be willing to go to court to attest to the duration and times of the barking. I don’t know where several of these barking dogs even live, and I’m not inclined to go knocking on doors asking whether a cranky dog lives there.

The other requirement was that I keep a two-week log of times and length of barking. Did I mention I’m trying to work from home? And how do I log which dog is barking? It sounds to me like they really don’t want anyone to report barking dogs.

So why can’t I have more crows and fewer dogs? And why don’t the owners take better care of their dogs? And maybe that’s the primary source of my irritation — the humans behind the barking. Still, the barking drives me batty and the cawing make me feel content.

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I Suck at Sports

The only activity I remember from my first grade PE class was the requirement to climb a rope that hung from the ceiling. As I recall, it was knotted at intervals, so it shouldn’t have been that difficult, but I never managed to budge off the big knot at the bottom.

It went downhill from there – kids chanted “easy out” when I came up to bat in softball. I fell on the track during the 100 yard dash in Junior High and ripped my knees to shreds. I still have scars. I tried swimming, which I did adequately, but I never figured out how to do that little turn thingy at the end of the lane to speed off for the next lap, so my days on the swim team were brief. Despite my height, I couldn’t maneuver a basketball or get it through the hoop unless I was standing a foot or two away, and even then it was iffy. I couldn’t get a volleyball over the net in any predictable fashion.

When I tell people that the single time I tried water skiing, I ran over my fingers, they look at me with crossed eyes, trying to picture how that’s possible.

I did okay at badminton, but that amounted to standing around with a college friend hitting the shuttlecock over the net while we talked. We never actually played a game.

Then, sixteen years ago, one of my sisters asked me to take a golf lesson with her. My history aside, I thought it would be fun to hang out with my sister. My parents had been big on croquet when I was a child. Hitting a ball with a stick might not be that bad.

For sixteen years, I’ve played nine holes of golf at our city course more or less once a week from April through September — not a recipe for mastering the game. (Although most golfers will tell you no one outside the pros ever “masters” the game.)

For sixteen years, I’ve pretty much sucked at it. I hit the ground behind the ball, I missed the ball altogether, I clipped the top of the ball and send it bouncing three or four yards ahead of me. I chipped over the greens in a criss-cross fashion and missed nearly every putt longer than three feet.

But this summer, suddenly, I no longer suck. I’m not good. An 18-hole course with par 5 holes still sounds daunting. But recently, I’ve stopped completely humiliating myself in front of the crows and squirrels and my husband. I’ve stopped the little temper tantrums. Much of this is due to advice on how to correct my stance, and some of it might be due to sheer stubbornness that I’m still playing.

One of the great things about golf is that nearly everyone sucks once in awhile. And it doesn’t really help to be strong or coordinated or fast. It does help a bit to be analytical. For a woman who runs her life with spreadsheets, who for quite a few years tracked her migraines on a spreadsheet, golf feels comfortable. It’s all about angles and lining up correctly. Sort of. I was able to hold my own in math class, especially geometry, so it makes sense.

Finally, I’m having fun with a sport!

If you’ve ever played golf, you might enjoy this analysis by Robin Williams:

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Blog Relay: The Cosy Knave

Today I have the baton in the blog relay for Dorte Hummelshøj Jakobsen’s new novel, The Cosy Knave. I’m revealing the answer to question #12. Below is question #13. Follow the link tomorrow to find out the answer.

The Cosy Knave is on my TBR e-shelf, but I’m sure it’s like Dorte’s short fiction — clever with flashes of humor.

I hope you have fun following the relay and learning more about Dorte and her crime fiction.

Question #12 at Joanne’s blog, A Certain Bookwas: What can we expect from you next?

Here’s Dorte’s answer:

This is terrible because when I planned the Cosy Knave relay two weeks ago, I thought I knew exactly where I was headed. Not that I have taken huge leaps forward this summer, but slow, steady progress is okay for me.

A week ago the big plan was: rewrite and translate “Crystal Nights”. After a short prologue in Berlin 1938, the real drama begins in Kalum in 1967. Just like ´Knavesborough´, Kalum is a name I made up, but it is built on the village in the northern part of Jutland where I grew up. A ten-year-old boy disappears, and as the police investigation is less than successful, his best friend makes up his mind to find out what happened. Police procedural or amateur sleuth? I suppose that depends on the events in the second half.

Then I published my first novel and came up with this launch relay race. Of course I expected I would be otherwise engaged for days, but why is it I didn´t anticipate what would happen? After several days in the company of Rhapsody Gershwin and Archibald Penrose, it is next to impossible to concentrate on Kalum. Whether I want to or not, new plans and ideas for that young couple just pop up every day. What if Annabella Kickinbottom came to stay with Rhapsody in her new cottage? What if Reverend Gershwin fell in love?

Sorry, but I just don´t know where my imagination will lead me. Aldburgh? Kalum? Stenbjerg? In a few days the launch period of “The Cosy Knave” is over, the school year begins, and then we will have to see which project wins for the time being. But no matter when, I also have some stories to tell you which take place in Denmark.

Question #13 in the relay is: Tell us a bit about your writing process. Be sure to check José’s blog, The Game’s Afoot, tomorrow for the answer and the next question.

Congratulations, Dorte. And thanks for asking me to join the relay!

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